Monday, October 20, 2008

19...

Those were days when flavors of emotions floated around and never settled. Those were days when ‘yes’ was a ‘no’ and ‘no’ was a ‘yes’ yet every time they meant – ‘I don’t know!’ Unreasoned hatred, inexplicable jubilance and senseless soliloquizing - everything summed up to one plain, normal day. Days that I cherished, days that I am living, days I’d like to relive over and over again!

Dear Tia,

Teenage was the most luminous of years I’ve had!

I don’t say 19 is the bad guy (or should I say ‘gal?’) of all the numbers out there. I just don’t want to end my teenage, that’s it! What can I ever do? I’m 19 and it’s very unfortunate that you don’t have a ‘twenteen’!

But I also think 19 is that special number which celebrates my teen years that’s simply because…I don’t know why. I just think it is so, just my perception about the 19th year. (I know this is senseless but I usually am like this!)

I guess, the minutes to midnight of the 10th of May this time would be pretty tough to spend!

Take care!

1 comment:

Unknown said...

no its not a senseless thought at all... rather very logical one... i remember it was regretful for me too let go off my teens... rather i kept on clinging to even when i was 22/3... lolz